Tuesday, August 30, 2016

This Is It And I'm Terrified

My oldest brother, Jim, after months of waiting... is now in surgery.

A double lung transplant. Right now. 

I'm supposed to do another long day at work tomorrow but how can I just toddle off to bed whilst Mom is in her room crying as though her heart will break? Jim was born when she was just 15; they've been through it all together, hell, they grew up together. I want to scream, to cry, to make everything better but I can't.

I can be here and I can get her up there, to Indiana. Probably on Friday, if all goes well.


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15 comments:

  1. AnonymousAugust 30, 2016 at 9:48 PM

    Fingers crossed for you and him.

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  2. Geo.August 30, 2016 at 10:21 PM

    Be as kind to yourself as possible. I know that might be just a little bit tonight but good practice. Compassionate strength is what will help your family and you through this. All my best hopes for you and yours.

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  3. Tom StephensonAugust 30, 2016 at 11:40 PM

    I am sure all will be fine. Good luck to you all.

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  4. Elephant's ChildAugust 30, 2016 at 11:43 PM

    I have everything crossed for you all. You are in my heart.

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  5. RiverAugust 31, 2016 at 12:42 AM

    I've crossed everything I can in hopes all will be well.

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  6. Buttons ThoughtsAugust 31, 2016 at 4:34 AM

    Wrapping my arms around you can you feel them. I am not the only one. It is going to be alright. You, your Mom and your brother will all get through this because there are a lot of forces behind you helping you along the way and we are only a few of those who care. HUGS hugs B

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  7. ColetteAugust 31, 2016 at 4:35 AM

    I am hoping for the very best for you, your brother, and your family. If you are making that long drive to Indiana, drive safely.

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  8. Author R. Mac WheelerAugust 31, 2016 at 5:28 AM

    prayers

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  9. Joanne NoragonAugust 31, 2016 at 6:01 AM

    One foot after the other; one mile after the other. I think Jim is exactly where he is supposed to be; the rest of his support group will be there, too. We're thinking of you.

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  10. Pat HattAugust 31, 2016 at 6:25 AM

    Hope everything goes well for him with the surgery and you can both visit safe and sound.

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  11. Debra She Who SeeksAugust 31, 2016 at 6:35 AM

    May all go well with the operation! Sending best wishes and lots of positive thoughts for success and healing!

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  12. WilmaAugust 31, 2016 at 7:28 AM

    you are in my thoughts. take care.

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  13. KirkAugust 31, 2016 at 8:05 AM

    Hope everything goes well.

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  14. LeeAugust 31, 2016 at 6:42 PM

    Dear me! What a worrying time for you all. Hold on tight to each other...and remain positive. The light is looming bright at the end of the tunnel...and it's getting brighter and brighter by the minute. My best thoughts go out to your brother...to all of you. Hugs! :)

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  15. StrayerSeptember 1, 2016 at 3:32 AM

    I hope it goes ok. That is very scary, for all of you.

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C'mon, be cranky and let 'er rip!

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